What if?

Like a kid waiting for her sweets

I excitedly waited for his texts

Which I felt sweeter than the sweets

I fell to his kindness

Is he really honest?

I love his care

Is he really care?

I can’t bare this feeling any longer

Can I just tell him the truth?

But the anxiety inside is stopping me

What if his feeling not the same?

What if he went out off radar?

What if his view on me changes?

Dear God! I know I’m greedy

Please open his heart for me

And accept me for who I am

I don’t want to lose this kind servant of Yours